my heart is the worst kind of weapon.

I'm nineteen and very, very sad. The only thing I'm better at than being depressed is pretending that I am not.

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I hate myself. I’m never going to be normal. I’m never going to get better

Posted 3 months ago With 0 notes

I don’t cut myself because it feels good or it’s such relief or to like control pain, it’s not like that for me. I cut myself to punish myself because I hate myself and I do stupid things. It’s like discipline. Recently I get sad about things I control and I just cry and cut myself

Posted 3 months ago With 1 note


i honestly didn’t think i’d make it to 2014.

Posted 8 months ago With 378 notes


do you ever just feel like you’re just completely worthless and unattractive on a physical and emotional level and you’re just never good enough because there’s always someone else that overpowers you with their pretty face and personality and you just instantly back down because you feel you have literally nothing to fight against with

Posted 11 months ago With 389,452 notes


i hope one day you are at peace with yourself. i hope you can take a shower without crying and you can close your eyes without thinking about your funeral. i hope one day you start singing in the shower again and are happy for no reason. i hope you get better, because you really deserve to. 

Posted 11 months ago With 359,260 notes


I just want to be thin and pretty and funny and cute and mentally stable

Posted 11 months ago With 166,327 notes


I eat too much for a girl who’s trying to lose weight 

Posted 12 months ago With 101,922 notes